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OK...I think this thing is working and I need to vent. I sent Plotmon out to get food so I should have a few minutes. I just...need to reflect or something.
I was moving some bags of fresh concrete this morning and helping to fix the pavement outside the inns, and I dunno if I just didn't want to think about who tore it up in the first place or what but I took a break sitting on the bags and it hit me like a ton of bricks.
The smell of fresh churned soil and Spring Rain shampoo.
Terra.
I know she's around, I mean I knew she was in the digital world...but I didn't realize she was on Tetha...let alone in this inn.
...
OK...that's a small lie...I've heard her name floating around but...I dunno I guess I was ignoring it.
I...I'm honestly scared to see her after the mess I made of the last time we talked and she essentially told me to get lost.
Star once explained to me that...maybe being encased in stone was like a cacoon for Terra, and her new life without powers was like the butterfly stage. She was happy with that and...all I ever really wanted was for her to be happy.
So I dunno...maybe I should just finish construction and go to Neon city. They've got those new Titans there...Cyborgs there.
...
We'll see how I feel after the party...things are coming along nicely, I've got some places picked out to buy the supplies from.
I dunno...I've barely heard from the titans since I've been here...can't even catch wind of them when I listen to the stray voice posts at night...I hope their OK.
OK knock it off, buck up B.B, Your mister Charisma and charm, Mr. Life of the party! You can't get all angsty like Robin or no one will ready your comic books!
Oh...I forgot if I get the chance I am so hiring a artist and writer to make a comic book series of me.
I was moving some bags of fresh concrete this morning and helping to fix the pavement outside the inns, and I dunno if I just didn't want to think about who tore it up in the first place or what but I took a break sitting on the bags and it hit me like a ton of bricks.
The smell of fresh churned soil and Spring Rain shampoo.
Terra.
I know she's around, I mean I knew she was in the digital world...but I didn't realize she was on Tetha...let alone in this inn.
...
OK...that's a small lie...I've heard her name floating around but...I dunno I guess I was ignoring it.
I...I'm honestly scared to see her after the mess I made of the last time we talked and she essentially told me to get lost.
Star once explained to me that...maybe being encased in stone was like a cacoon for Terra, and her new life without powers was like the butterfly stage. She was happy with that and...all I ever really wanted was for her to be happy.
So I dunno...maybe I should just finish construction and go to Neon city. They've got those new Titans there...Cyborgs there.
...
We'll see how I feel after the party...things are coming along nicely, I've got some places picked out to buy the supplies from.
I dunno...I've barely heard from the titans since I've been here...can't even catch wind of them when I listen to the stray voice posts at night...I hope their OK.
OK knock it off, buck up B.B, Your mister Charisma and charm, Mr. Life of the party! You can't get all angsty like Robin or no one will ready your comic books!
Oh...I forgot if I get the chance I am so hiring a artist and writer to make a comic book series of me.
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Date: 2008-08-23 10:11 pm (UTC)Don't think of it as not having a comicbook in your reality. Think of all the comic books of you in OTHER realities! I've been to five dimensions where I was a comic book or a TV show. In one of them, I was a highly successful movie franchise! And I hardly even have any powers!
It'll be okay. You just gotta have faith.
As for the Titans, well... I'll let you know if I see your companions show up here at the Tower.
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Date: 2008-08-23 10:30 pm (UTC)I totally meant to lock this post...
err...thanks for the kind words...heh...heh...
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Date: 2008-08-23 11:02 pm (UTC)Well, uh... Guess I just got to try and raise your spirits when you otherwise would'a had to do so alone? Hehe.
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Date: 2008-08-24 01:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-08-23 10:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-08-23 10:42 pm (UTC){{OCC: LoL Insecure Beastboy is insecure}}
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Date: 2008-08-23 10:49 pm (UTC)...but yeah. Girl talks about you a lot.
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Date: 2008-08-23 11:05 pm (UTC)Err...ah...I mean...how is she doing?
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Date: 2008-08-23 11:38 pm (UTC)Are "I don't want to get his hopes up" and "What will I say to him?" good things...?
...Been better. Been worse. This whole business with Doom hasn't helped. ...Well, some of it has - it's a double-edged sword?
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Date: 2008-08-23 11:46 pm (UTC)Ah...so she was involved with the Doom throw down...but she's not hurt right?
Double edged sword? Since when does Terra use a sword?
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Date: 2008-08-24 12:58 am (UTC)...You...aren't the brightest bulb in the box, are ya?
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Date: 2008-08-24 02:55 am (UTC)wow so she was heroic again? that's...wow...
Listen...don't let her see what I said...I'd rather when we talk...we do it face to face. Can you do that bud?
[Attached: Two invitations to the party]
One for you one for her, not that you need them to get in.
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Date: 2008-08-24 04:41 am (UTC)Eh, sure. She's got a lot on her plate anyway.
A party? Sweet! You've made me one happy Gotsumon!