Curse my super sniffer...[Attempted Lock, miserable fail]

OK...I think this thing is working and I need to vent. I sent Plotmon out to get food so I should have a few minutes. I just...need to reflect or something.

I was moving some bags of fresh concrete this morning and helping to fix the pavement outside the inns, and I dunno if I just didn't want to think about who tore it up in the first place or what but I took a break sitting on the bags and it hit me like a ton of bricks.

The smell of fresh churned soil and Spring Rain shampoo.

Terra.

I know she's around, I mean I knew she was in the digital world...but I didn't realize she was on Tetha...let alone in this inn.

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OK...that's a small lie...I've heard her name floating around but...I dunno I guess I was ignoring it.

I...I'm honestly scared to see her after the mess I made of the last time we talked and she essentially told me to get lost.

Star once explained to me that...maybe being encased in stone was like a cacoon for Terra, and her new life without powers was like the butterfly stage. She was happy with that and...all I ever really wanted was for her to be happy.

So I dunno...maybe I should just finish construction and go to Neon city. They've got those new Titans there...Cyborgs there.

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We'll see how I feel after the party...things are coming along nicely, I've got some places picked out to buy the supplies from.

I dunno...I've barely heard from the titans since I've been here...can't even catch wind of them when I listen to the stray voice posts at night...I hope their OK.


OK knock it off, buck up B.B, Your mister Charisma and charm, Mr. Life of the party! You can't get all angsty like Robin or no one will ready your comic books!

Oh...I forgot if I get the chance I am so hiring a artist and writer to make a comic book series of me.